I've been getting into research...now with one and a half College English Research courses under my belt, I've been pondering what I could be interested in researching on my own accord (on my own, free of any time constraints and during the summer no doubt). I believe I've decided to focus my efforts on the one place I know most about, Internet/Computers. Computers being my passion, I know that there can be a fine line between usage and obsession. I hope to delve into the psychological aspects (while not really dealing much with an erudite development) and the physical aspects as well as, with my own experience, the reasons why there is that initial draw to the computer versus human-human interaction and how it can turn to addiction. This decision is at a time when I'm quite in control of my computer usage and I have heavily diluted it's addicting properties (the Lenten season). I shall end this post with a couple questions, I would enjoy any responses you all might have, and I shall open up comments to everyone: Could the world survive without computers? If it could, would it be a better place, or one of worse proportions?

PS: I really don't like asking "what if" questions, but for research purposes, it is somewhat necessary. Again, your thoughts are quite welcomed.

Decidía escribir en español mucho. Si esto ofende cualquier persona mucho, lo siento, pero eso es justo la manera que es.

I can't cry about it anymore, I wonder whether that's good or bad? I'm going with it being a moot point. Decisions, Decisions, so many decisions. Well, one could have seen this one coming. Should certain circumstances make plans different? Sometimes, but that has to be considered. My life is my life, it's gonna happen when it happens, where it happens, and how it happens, I'm just letting God direct me to the right place, so, I guess I should probably leave this to his awesome decision-making skills too. I know that's the right thing to do, but it's very hard with something like this, but I know I've got to do it. Ugh, == no one said it would be this hard, just take me back to the start == (Truthfully they did, dang reality hitting...grr)

But it's ok, I love life, I just have to make those pesky decisions, somehow they never just affect me.